How are you all? I hope you are all doing very well by the grace of God. I am also doing very well by your prayers. I am going to start today's new post by greeting and congratulating all the brothers and sisters of 'ccs' on my behalf. After a long time, I remembered a day when I felt bad this year. I will share some descriptions of the day when I went through a moment of emotional pain through this post. I hope you will read it carefully and try to learn a lot.

On 30th May 2025, it was raining heavily since night and the weather was very cold. On this day, I had to appear in our upazila or thana Gangni town. My younger uncle was coming from Dhaka and he had borrowed 25 thousand taka for my father's operation. So before this day, we had sold fish and had money in hand. I had to pay my uncle the money and went there for another purpose. Before my uncle arrived, I was waiting there for two reasons. One was to pay my uncle the money and the other was that my child was admitted to the hospital due to illness. If that happened, I would go to see my sick child. I called my wife but she was not receiving my call. The day before that, I had appeared in the hospital and she was treating me badly, for which I did not have the heart to go to the hospital reluctantly.

After some time, my uncle arrived in Gangni city. Then I handed over a bag of pangasius fish and mangoes along with money to my uncle. Because I had a big pangasius fish and a bag of mangoes. Still, I was waiting that if my wife called me during this time, I would receive the call and if possible, I would go and see the girl. But they did not call at that time. I felt very bad seeing their behavior like this. For quite some time, I wandered around Gangni city, waiting because my child was sick and in the hospital. No matter how much family trouble there was, the child was my own. Anyway, I was waiting for a long time because I had gone to Gangni in the morning, soaking wet in the rain. Since sitting and watching them was no longer enjoyable, I left the Gangni market and came to a park.

When I left the market and headed towards the park, I felt really bad. Because this moment was so painful for me that I could not explain it to my mind. So for some time I stayed around the park to bring peace to my mind and kept myself patient with my understanding. Maybe you can fail me how painful and lonely this difficult moment was for me. But anyway, I stayed near the park for a long time and refreshed my mind. The party is also quite new in our area, so a lot of people come here throughout the day. Maybe it was a rainy day, so there were very few people there. But at other times, there are a lot of people present.

Then I was getting ready to go home and was pulling the car and on the way I saw a very beautiful fishing activity going on at a place near the village. Since any fish can come and go in the canal from far and wide, people keep fishing equipment ready in this way at different places. It was nice to stand there for a while and watch the fishing. I saw several different types of fish caught in his net. This moment of his fishing also caused a different kind of peace for me. So for a while I was there and saw the fishing, I forgot my feeling of pain or sadness.

Then, with a heavy heart, I went to the pond in the afternoon to feed the fish. After feeding the fish, I went to my pond vegetable garden and stored the vegetables and worked in the vegetable garden for a while. At that moment, my vegetable garden had cucumbers, yams, bitter gourds, eggplants, bitter gourds and other vegetables. Spending some time among all these vegetables, I forgot the feeling of pain. And in this way, I relieved my feeling of pain by taking photos of various subjects at the busiest moments throughout the day.