How are you all? I hope you are all well. I am very well, Alhamdulillah, thanks to your prayers. I am starting today's post by wishing everyone good luck. Today I am here to share my painful feelings during my illness. Maybe by reading this blog you will understand my feelings during that painful moment. So I have come to share my painful moment with my friends.

I started getting sick gradually after my baby came into my womb. When I was a month and 15 days pregnant with my baby Samia, my husband took me to Mukti Diagnostic Center for a checkup. I found out that I was going to be a mother through a checkup at Mukti Diagnostic Center. Since then, my belly gradually started growing and I realized that yes, I was indeed pregnant. Then, at three months, my younger sister caused an accident out of love. It was the feeling of eating poison for the person she loved. At such a moment, my younger sister was admitted to the hospital. My husband forbade me from staying in the hospital. Because at that time, my baby was three months old. At this moment, it was not better for me to be in the hospital or outside. Because at that moment, there is a possibility of many babies being lost due to any reason. But disobeying my husband, I stayed in the hospital to provide care to my younger sister. My husband was with me in the hospital to provide care to my sister. Anyway, my sister was brought home after recovering, but I fell ill.

My husband took me to Rabiul Diagnostic Center in Gangni city for urgent treatment. He took me there to see Dr. Nurunnahar, a gynecologist. But before Dr. Nurunnahar saw me, I was feeling quite sick. Seeing my condition as very bad, he let me undergo several tests. By then, my husband and his elder brother were present beside me and they were taking care of me. I slowly started getting sick for some reason. At that moment, no one from my father's family was present. In this way, it was seen at one point that my husband was always by my side. Until my tests were completed, he observed everything and kept taking care of me responsibly and kept getting the tests done. In such a situation, as the afternoon approached, my husband's elder brother went home. Because we have several ponds where fish are cultivated. The elder brother went to those ponds to provide the fish with their afternoon snack. At that time, my husband alone was taking care of my responsibilities. By that time, I was feeling very sad. My headache was making me completely weak.

In the evening, all my test results came out. By then, I noticed that all the patients who came for treatment had gone home. And only those who were admitted to the Rabiul Diagnostic Center on the second floor were there. Meanwhile, there was no one to see me except my husband. He was there with me helplessly until the doctor saw me. By then, my condition had become such that I was about to faint. The doctor saw me and prescribed several medicines. Then my husband put me in such a sick condition on a chair and brought medicines from the pharmacy. I felt like I would not live anymore, I don't know why I was suddenly getting so sick. That's when I was able to recognize the world. At that moment, there was no one beside me except my husband. Despite repeatedly calling my parents on the mobile, they did not come to me. They were late giving excuses for various things. But during this time of my great danger, my husband was the only one who was by my side. You can understand by looking at my photography how sick I was getting and how helpless my husband was due to my illness. In such a situation, my husband took several pictures and photos, which I was able to show you today. However, after that, he bought all my medicines as per the prescription, which cost about six thousand taka in total. And this was the result of not listening to my husband. If I had not gone to the hospital for my sister's illness, then maybe I would not have been in such a big danger. So, I had to suffer so much because I disobeyed my husband.